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Name: Melanie
Country: United States
State: Texas
Birthday: 10/5/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: JESUS! STARBUCKS! BEIN WITH MY PEEPS! CHURCH! HANGIN OUT WITH MY FAVORITE SUNDAY SCHOOL TEACHER EVER! BEING ON THE VARSITY BELLES! GOIN TO FOOTBALL GAMES! BEIN THE FLAG FOOTBALL CHAMPS! GOIN TO THE MOVIES! DANCIN IN THE RAIN! HOT CHOCOLATE! MISSION TRIPS! NOT FALLIN DOWN THE STAIRS! BOYS! DANCE! SHOPPIN! TALKIN ON THE PHONE! WALKIN AROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD WITH CATHERINE! GOIN SNIPE HUNTIN WITH CATHERINE, CHASE, TRAVIS, AND GRADY! LOL! HANGIN WITH MY FAMILY! FLIPPIN GO-KARTS! WATCHIN HOUSE M.D.! LAUGHIN! TAKIN PICTURES IN ENGLISH! PLAYIN TAG IN ENGLISH! GOIN TO INTERNATIONAL HOUSE OF PANCAKES WITH LAUREN! FINDING LOST FINGERS IN MY LOCKER WITH RACHEL! GETTIN 9:30'S IN DRILL TEAM! CHILLIIN AT THE HOLIDAY INN! CONQUERING THE STAIRS! SCARIN KELSEY AND ALEX! WATCHIN SCARY MOVIES!
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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

WOW! all i can say is God is revealing alot of stuff to me right now. some of its good but some is not. SO many emotions! so just to let you know... if im different lately im sorry but there's alot on my mind. but thanks to my friends who have stuck with me eventho they kno the details. i love yall!

~! mel !~


Wednesday, March 01, 2006

I know i need to give everything in my life over to God but its really hard to let go of things and trust him with them. Because in order for me to fully give everything over to him, i would not be able to worry about anymore 'cause that wouldnt be trusting him and honestly i dont kno if i could do that. but more than anything i want God to have complete control over my life. i want to trust him more than anyone because that is all he wants us to do. Trust him. i know that if i give everything over to him then he will take care of it and everything will be for the better. i wont have to worry and stress anymore. so knowing that why am i so scared to just say " here God, please take over my life."? what really scares me about that? i kno that it would be for the better and God can handle everything way better than i ever could. i just dont understand why its so hard for me to fully trust him...

 


Saturday, February 18, 2006

i`m a mess & my room usually is too.
i laugh at the stupidest things, and say the
wrong thing at the wrong times. i cry for
no reason. sometimes i get mad easily.
but i`m just me & thats all i can be.

friends by heart
sisters by soul
quiet and shy?;
psh try OUT OF CONTROL

just because i flirt dont mean im a hoe
cuz unlike other girls, i learned to say no

 the worst thing about being lied to
is knowing that your not worth the truth

best friend // the person that no matter
how long its been since you talked to them
or seen each other, you can still call each
other anytime and just pick up where you left off

your best friend listens to you when you don`t
make sense stands by you
when people call
you things
-argues when you`re not right at all
*trusts you when she knows you`ll mess up
when you cry shes there helping you out &&
thats how i know she`s truly my bestfriend *

remember how in kindergarten
you'd meet a kid, walk up to him
know nothing about him, then in
10 minutes, playing like you were
best friends
.. because you didnt have
to be anything
other than yourself?

thats how i feel when im with you
++ High School Musical

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Feelings I used to have aren't there
&& for the first time in a long time..
i r e a l l y d o n t c a r e.

The worst thing a boy can do is make a girl fall for him with no intention of catching her

have you ever felt completly and totally alone
like the world is ignoring you,
everyone has turned the other way
no one cares anymore about how u feel
you're old news, they've moved on
they've found someone new

Someday I'm going to meet a man
who is everything I've ever wanted &
who will never ever think of hurting me.
Someday I'm going to fall in love.
Someday I'm going to get married &
have my own family. Someday all my
dreams will come true. Someday i'm
going to be ok..

WHAt C0MES BEF0RE PARt "B" ?
PARt-"AY" ;)

i`m nowhere near perfect ; i eat when
i'm bored, i fall for boys too easily, i'm
vulnerable to believing lies, i'm
hoping
that one day i don't need a fake smile &&
made up stories to get someone to like me,
i live by quotes that explain exactly what
i'm going through &i make up excuses for
everything. i have my best friends && my
enemies; drama & memories. i'm just your
average typical teenager

We might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next,
and don’t want to talk then next year..
just wanted to let you know-
you made a difference in my life.
I’ll always remember you

It's 2 AM and
She's lying on her bed
Staring at the ceiling
All these thoughts in her head
Just so confused
Doesn't know what to do
In need of someone to talk to
But doesn't know
who
So she just lies there
Her eyes fixed on the ceiling
With her headphones blaring
But nothing, she's hearing,
all because a boy....

I want the [ TRUTH ] from you.
Even if the [ TRUTH ] hurts me.

i'm not pretty.
i'm not perfect.
deal with it.
i do everyday

 sometimes i do silly things like bang into walls
or have some serious blonde moments,
but deep down inside, i`m just a
regular girl that`s looking for a real love
`..

 Call me a slut. Call me a whore.
Call me whatever. I’ve heard it
before. Say that I'm fake. Say
that I lie. Say what you want.
You won’t see me cry, because I
know none of it's true, but calling
me all this crap, ha, what the heck 
does that make you?

you wanna see who your real
friends are, screw up and see
whos still there

I'm mad at myself not you. I'm mad for always
Being nice. i'm mad for always apologizing for
things I didn't do. I'm mad for getting attached
I'm mad for depending on you and wasteing my
time on you. I'm mad for thinking about you and
changing for you and wishing for you && most
of all not hating you when i should..but I can't

 you we're there for me for so many years .. making
me laugh while i was in tears ;; i will never let anyone
take your place because you're the best friend i've got.
you laugh at my stupidest jokes ;; put up with my worst
moods .. go along wth my crazy ideas .. and you still \\
manage to see the best in me <3

You Never Know How Much People Are Important To You Till You Lose Themm. Those Moments you have with them Dont seem that important At the second but Looking back now ,, they were the best parts of my life.

Do you honestly think that when you ignore me
it doesn't hurt?

 

finding the ‘perfect’ guy

is perfectly impossible. <3

 

no boyfriend = no problems <3*

 

Rumors are vicious,
Talk is cheap.
Words are malicious,
Secrets you should keep.
Gossip is fake && will make the deepest cut.
So learn from the past, && keep your mouth
shut

doesn’t it suck when he knows just how you feel about him and he doesn’t do a thing about it because he just doesn’t care. <|3 << mhm

 


Sunday, February 12, 2006

God has shown me so much over the last few months. its so crazy how everything can be so cool then all of a sudden your whole life changes! so your prolly sittin there thinkin "there is no way her whole life has changed so quickly." but i think its totally in the process but yeah.. i have no idea why everything that is happening is happening but i do kno that God has a plan. the hard thing is to listen for what his plan is and then when he tells you to go through with it. but yeah.

i have realized that your friends and even family will not always be there for you when you need to talk to them. but honestly the only one that you need is God and he always will be there. 

if you give God your problems he will take care of them no matter what they are but you have to fully trust Him! He knows what he is doing 100 times better than we do.

God's showed me that when it feels like nobody is there, like everyone hates you (and maybe they do), and like your all alone. God is there with you and you can always call on him!

so through the morality fast and d now i totally learned that there are so many things in my life that have to change and i really need to learn to trust God more.

if you have anything you want me to pray for you about please tell me..i love you all!

~! mel !~ 


Wednesday, January 25, 2006

 

So i was just thinkin about this show on the disney chanel i watched last friday night. it was called high school musical. besides the fact the main guy was super hot it was pretty good.. i was with abunch of girls off of the drill team so it made it all the more enjoyable. but thats besides the point. so yeah i was thinkin about how the guy met this girl and "fell in love" with her or whatever. but when he did somethin and messed up he went to  her house climbed up to her balcony while he was on the phone with her and thentold her to turn around and he was standin right outside her window! it was so sweet! yeah i know it was just a movie but i want a guy who will sweep me off my feet.. he doesnt have to say something mean to me then make up for it by climbing to my window, mainly because i live in a 1 story house lol, but i just want him to do random little things for me to know i mean to really know how much he cares about me. how sweet would that be. i've been waiting for that one guy who stands out over all the others because hes not afraid to be a gentleman and open the door for me or buy me flowers just because. people think im crazy and ask what im thinkin cause "its only high school guys arnt like that" but i think i'll wait cause one day i'll find him. people keep tellin me "its high school, its not like anyone you date you will marry, so just date everyone who asks you." but my answer remains the same i'm goin to wait because honestly i want someone who i kno will treat me right so even if we do break up in two weeks i wont have any regrets!

 

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